Was missing dearest this few days...haha.. tired die..,finally finish my choice and aim wat i wan... school starting on jan... wonder would dearest willing to send me to school... haha.. then everyday could see him with my personal eyes... haha.. really tired of it.. nowadays keep working, home or hospital.. no other special.. but will think of my dearest whenever i when to.. haha.. boring now.. later gonna work.. haha.. tired but need money is like that.. haha.. love lots ok.. nothing much to say.. byebye

♥ 2:32:00 pm

Haiz today got my N Level results.. very disappointed... can cry.. Haiz.. why my english is undergrade...,walao.. english undergrade i die lei.. i cannot take alot of course that i wan la.. Now very pekchek.. keep thinking wat course that i wan lei.. all is around sg and not near to my house.. aiya nevermind la.. i rather take far far lo.. wth.. now is have to choose 10 course lei... walao... dearest slept off le. Left me alone now.. wth.. Haiz.. sad die.. tonight.. crying day... wahaha..

♥ 1:31:00 am

Its late now and im getting very scare of taking results having a serious headache now... whole head is super heavy like fuck.. can imagine the feelings that i have.. heavy head..... arggg... gonna crazy.. later gonna iron clothes... how... Dearest help me.. i need pills... Gonna die soon. Pain die arhx.. like gonna gone crazy anytime.. dearest sleeping left me alone.. sorry dearest dumb you aside and i didnt even reply your whats app cause i was washing bus.. hope dearest will understand..,heehee miss dearest voice very much.. tmr after take result im gonna call dearest immediately to tell him my results.. haha.. love him.. hope he got a good rest tonight after a quarrel and fight with the bastard.. haha.. pain must say ok... if not i will worried de.. ok.. love much.. i gonna iron clothes soon then head to bed cause having serious headache and gonna vomit anytime.. haiz... weak.. i admit im weak.. ytd leg today head... haiz.. die better.. byebye later gonna meet dearest in lalaland

♥ 1:54:00 am

Wat a day.. no mood at all.. maybe scare of taking results.. had a fight with that bro today.. slap him 3 times.. didnt even got the strength to talk to him.. knn go.and die la.. curse me like fuck. Still curse me go outside give car bang.. knn.. im your sister and yet you like that treat me.. fine.. dun treat me as your sister.. im not gonna treat you as my bro anymore.. fuck off.. i wan to go back ah ma house la haiyo..,ah ma house got peace and can talk heart to heart with gugu.. haha.. miss my dearest whole day le.. haha. Today working same as ytd not on my own was dreaming whole day. And yet uncle know why not smiling whole day cause tmr getting result.. haha.. Really scare of taking result lei... i scare untill i headache lei.. now still headache haiyo pain arh pain arhx... saw dearest whats app make me angry.. dun try testing dearest.. should call him not to go cause already have signal from father.. haiyo.. why i didnt tell dearest lei.. stupid me.. haiz.. dearest dun angry... im here.. haha miss you much much ok.. cool down ok.. love you much much.. gonna reach home soon.. haha.. byebye waiting for dearest de whats app.. heehee..

♥ 10:07:00 pm

Today woke up at 2pm then faster prepared then off to go hospital to visit ah ma.. haiyo.. the mouth again.. haha.. forget it.. just now working time father almost pick up a fight with a uncle.. that uncle really bastard like fuck. Make sure dun let me see you if not i will tear your fucking face down..  knn.. ok back to story.. today working was fun and moody and not on my own which is im dreaming all while. Didnt even concentrate when working.. haha.. so today business was find. But was missing my dearest when working.. now at home already then i found out that my operation leg old ill come back again... when not pain then very long no pain when pain the pain will be very long until i kpkb... Walao.. pain die even ah pek also see liao also like that. Last time use fu then put with white rice wine and old ginger then make. Make liao also the same.. mind as well forget it let it pain and 残废 haha. Dearest saw this confirm angry die.. heehee.. dearest i miss your voice whole day you know.. but just cant keep contact on you.. haiz..,sad sad die.. nevermind monday then i will contact you for sure.. haha..

♥ 11:42:00 pm

So boring... dearest where are you.. i very boring lei.. think my dearest in lalaland soon with mr chew on chess board lo... haha.. hope my dearest wish for me is coming true which is my n level.. he hope i can pass.. if i fail i wil dui bu qi dearest and myself and bang wall die better haha.. miss dearest ok.. heard his voice make me so happy but at night cannot hear his voice so sad miss my call again.. haha.. tmr dearest i cannot call you le.. cause mama tmr spy then at night papa spy. Then on sunday mama spy.. haiz.. but monday if mama going after i got my results i will sms you and whats app you ok.. Haha.. hope they dont go cause i meeting friends to go out eat then go school... haha.. shall later ask mama wil she go with me haha.. on monday have to go pay library fee... knn today waste my time going to school to pay in the end Cannot pay haiyo... miss my dearest now.. haha..

♥ 11:56:00 pm

now i really know how missing a person is... dearest you know... haha... i miss you.. hate to stay at home with this crazy boy. make me keep on shouting like wth like nobody business like that.. i have to raise at the top of my voice untill i no voice... walao... why must i have this kind of bro who everytime know how to shout here and there without doing things... haiz.... tired die lei... everytime like that.. what should i do... wish haven come yet and now im suffering this from him.... haiz. i wonder will i die because of shouting and being 气死 by him lei... haha... now at home like so lonely liao... listening to songs and cool myself down from my temper haha... i hope my temper will not come again... i very scare with my temper when it come... very xinku de lei... like wan to beat people and slap people.. that is my temper, imagine last time i got this temper everyday and how evil i am.. keep on cursing like hell... now!! nonono... i will not curse people... but let the curse come by itself. i will keep my mouth clean haha... i have learn alot of things... hope to continue learn good things and not bad...
♥ 2:36:00 pm

Dearest... i very boring lei... haha... tired die stomuch gonna keep paining like fuck liao... this morning auntie just call. Ah ma lost conscious again... lol... dunno got admit to hospital anot lei... haiyo... tired die... thinking this and thinking that... kill my brain cell.. wth... haha.. back to dearest part.. dearest... wat you doing now.. miss you much much lei.. today why so special bring your mama go pray pray.. haha.. this moring recieve bill msg... its says $259 overdue le.. walao... how am i gonna pay... i swaer im gonna pay everything and change my plan already..

♥ 11:02:00 am

Dearest i found out one thing. When you busy or sleeping you left me alone. When i busy or sleeping i left you alone haha.. i hope next time we together busy and together alone ok... opps... no alone haha its late lo.. dearest sleep soundly ok.. haha.. love husband much much.. i didnt know my husband heart will be touch by me this wife here haha.. shall sleep soon.. byebye goodnight dearest

♥ 1:33:00 am

dearest i know you are alone now, but no choice i cannot go out if i can go out i will confirm pei you... wish me faster have freedom la... haha... this blog is last time i use de now is because you then i start to use it again... haha... last time the post don care... haha... cause i lazy to delete it so continue my story... haha.... dun sad and cry ok... i always will be with you... we are officially god wife and husband will confirm be together forever... cannot divorce ok.. haha... you are in my position of god husband already. i already plan my life le,
♥ 11:45:00 pm