Baby dear.. you know how pain when you didn't reply me.. you know this is the first time I got into big headache because of worrying you.  I really worry you. Cause just a few msg make me feel so uncomfortable. I really dunno wat to say later I say le then you angry.. I dun want to think too much about ending this. But is really my first time like that. I care a person I care until like that I worry a person until like that I wait for you to say good night I wait for you to reply my msg. I know that time is the first time I make you angry I'm so sorry to make you angry but end up you still love me and care me ask me to takecare myself. I almost cry because i though we would end at that time just because of that.. but we didn't end I blush out my anger in class and friends around asking what's happen that day I was really no mood I really blame to myself why am I so stupid to call up I even knock myself on the cupboard to awake myself . And I beat the cupboard with my hands. You will think it's pain but for me I will think that is zhi de. I really miss you everyday. I will keep on think of you when working. it's really in my mind.. everything all in my mind. I didn't because of loves one cry before but you is the first one who make me cry for you. I know we two is impossible but I just can't let go cause I love you. But I have to wait until I found my future husband then I can leave you I promise you.this.  but we had not end yet we still caring each other.  I promise to be with you.. you rmb.  When you didn't msg me you I will auto go you pic and see your pic or I go see video of you.. so cute right. I really planing to work with you and can see you every day but have to ask my mum whether cn I learn fs if yes I Learn from you.. haha